Monthly Archives: May 2006
Pastwatch: the Redemption of Christopher Columbus by Orson Scott Card
Gracious Generosity
So I had to go north to get it. I was able to get a flight under three hundred dollars (believe me, that is really hurting me right now too), get a ride from the airport from my aunt who then let me take her car the rest of the way. I cannot express how terrible I felt for taking my mom's car, especially because I could only stay for a few hours before I packed up the car and drove a remarkable nine hours (only nine!!) back here. Prior to deciding on taking my mom's car, at least for a month or two, my coworkers were very supportive, offering to help me get to and from work, and even in offering a place to stay so I had company. I just cannot give up my place though, it is so peaceful. I want to invite my coworkers over for an evening, but I have never really been good at hosting. But I do have a grill, and a great sound system (thank to Hoyt leaving it behind, *whew*), so I am sure I could do something. At least a birthday party so I do not celebrate alone. That would be nice.
But overall, my parents, extended family, and new friends have supported me with this, and I love them all for it. It makes me feel better to know people do care or would not mind going a little out of their way to help me. Not like I am good at asking for help, but if ever I would need it. There is just too much to do to let something like this get in the way. Many projects and things to learn. Now I just have to figure out where to start…
Owl Exposed
All Alone Again
*sigh* So I drove him to the airport on Sunday; had to cancel our participation in the last concert performed by the Olathe Community Orchestra. I don't think the conductor will ever let us near them again… we've been so inconsistent in our attendance. I was really upset that he was leaving the day before my mom went in for surgery to remove multiple tumors. But she made it through just fine, and it sounds like they are making everything work okay.
To solve the transportation issue, as Hoyt will be taking the car this coming weekend to do his actual move, I had to find a new mode of transportation. A coworker graciously agreed to pick me up in the morning, but when I spoke with my parents, my mom urged me to borrow her car as she will be unable to do so for at least the next month. The catch to that is I have to fly up to get it and drive thirteen hours south to meet up with Hoyt before he leaves. And I do not have any vacation time… so this is going to be a tight weekend coming up. I had to purchase a ticket (ugh, more spending), and my aunt agreed to drive me up the rest of the way. It miraculously works out, let's just hope it actually goes according to plan… oy…
As for my mental health, I have had my ups and downs. I'm doing surprisingly well, I have a lot of projects to work on. I really do not like speaking with Hoyt on the phone though. With Hoyt, it's always been easier to be around him in person than speak on the phone. Some people are just like that. This situation is going to very hard on me in terms of the relationship, so I hope he understands we will not be where we left off, or should I say, when he decided he had to take a job over six freakin' hours away. Men can be quite stupid, but I cannot blame him for the salary he'll be making… I better get compensated for my loneliness though! I expect ice cream and fluffy things in spades!! Okay, maybe not, but it better be worth it.









